I am on fire, yes i am. I am so upset with the words you said without thinking and spurt out things like you really mean it. I really hate that, when all you do was putting me into boundaries you created. I dont want to live that way. I've tried to dig out happiness but in end i always feel dissapointment. I cannot tell anyone about this and not even to you. Because u barely want to listen to my words these days. There are times, i wish i could turn back time and have the old you. The one who cares about me and just me nothing else. A person to myself, i would like that so badly much.