Saturday, January 30, 2010

dear bloggy

i'm very sad ryte now. in need to let it out. somehow, i'm so strong today that my tears do not fall off for such matter. i admit:

  • i like ignore people
  • i like to make you angry
  • i like to feel i'm the boss around
  • i like to scream like whatever laa.
  • i will be more mad if u mad at me
  • i dont calm myself
  • i love pretend that i am not at the fault
  • i dont like pushy people
  • i like when u understand
  • i like when u put your jealousy away
  • i like when u make me feel better even you are not healing
  • i know i didnt support u much as much as u want
  • currently, i am super duper in a swing mood. need some drugs now. heh
  • i hate when u ask the question that i hate to answer
urgghh! just need to calm down. please ezza, please....
ONLY IF i can cry to release all of this stress.
i am not a toddler or a baby, but i am a girl not yet a woman.
for most girls, crying is the best way to put pain away.
kelenjar air mata ku sudah x berfungsi ke?
nk tw x? i think i hv an eye problem. need to take some serious action about it before i go blind.

okay fine, dh merepek ni.
tp nk merepek lg bley x?
sila sila.

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nightmare everyone!
themaddyme.